I really need you to understand
Understand that I really do love you
The things I'm doing now is because I love you
I've told you that my desire is for God
He is no.1 in my heart and will always be
Everything else comes second
Honestly,
The reason why I'm doing this is because I feel that my feelings towards you is not how God wants me to love you
Love is patient
love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails
I don't see this in our relationship
I really do love you
I say this from the bottom of my heart that I really love you
I'm taking a break is not because I don't love you anymore
But because I really love you with all my heart
But one thing i fail to do is that I fail to make our relationship as a Godly relationship
I want to give you everything and all of my love
But for now I feel that my calling now is to serve the Lord
And it wouldn't be fair to ask you to be with me when I want to be with the Lord and you don't
I've realize that I can only find happiness in God alone and not earthly desires or possesion
Its not that I don't enjoying being in your company
Of course I do
I really do
I love every moment, every memory and every second spent with you
You might think that I am playing with your feeling
But I can assure you that I'm not!
I'm discerning to be a priest
and it will not be fair to be with you now
As much as i love you
I love God too
I can't and I won't balance God with you
It wouldn't be fair to you
So I hope you would understand
I would be playing your feelings if I with you
If God really wants us to be together no matter how far God will make a way for us to be together
Hope this explains everything now
