I love u thats why all of these are happening
Only God knows my desire
God will always be No.1 in my heart
everything else comes second
its not that I don't love you
I really do love u
But for now my calling is not to be in a relationship
And i would be playing your feelings if I am with you
because I will be half hearted
and I don't want that to happen
Because you deserve more than me
more than all of these