The End Is Near?

Have you heard about the end of  world on 21 May 2011?

Hmmm....as I know a few Christian Denomination who believes about this End Of The World agenda.

Well personally I never believe all these end of the world story.

Come on man! On the picture above it only state that "blow the trumpet...warn the people."

For me that verse speaks so much.

You want a more solid and concrete bible verse?

Matthew 24:36 

"However, NO ONE knows the day or hour when these things will happen, not even the angels in heaven or the Son himself. ONLY the Father knows."

Haven't this verse speaks for itself?

Can you imagine Jesus face when He hears you talking about the end of the world?

Gotcha!

I'm actual dead tired now.

But somehow I feel that I need to write finish this post...

It's not that I do not believe the end of the world.

I do.

It's just that I don't believe it especially coming from a man.

As I said above that I do not believe the end of the world is today.

But the pass recent events make me want the world to end.

I shall not elaborate here because I have written on my other post.

I suddenly was looking forward for the end of the world.

I just can't all these pain and suffering on this earth.

I felt that I've done enough and I had it!

I was thinking,

O Come My Mighty Saviour....

In this picture I see myself as the fallen solider

I am so tired of everything.

Tired of falling and falling.

Tired off failing in my life.

Tired of trying to do good but fails tremendously

Just tired of everything.

I was saying to myself.

Take me Lord I had enough.

 Then my brother chat with me today.

Asking me what am I going to do with my future.

I wanted to tell him,

I'm going to die there is no point of thinking of future.
Until he told me about his story and how he overcame it.
I can't write it down here because its his story and I didn't ask him if I could write it here.
So to cut the story short.
If God really wants me to be a psychologist,
then eventually I will

Because He knows whats best for me.

To be honest,

even if the rumours are true, 

I not ready for the end of the world.

I mean there are still so many things to be done in my life.

So many things to experience and so many people yet to be met.

I want to see what my future hold for me.

Married life or Holy Orders.

Missionary or Millionaire 

There are still so many things yet to be discover.

To discover myself and my purpose in life.

And discover God's purpose and plans for me.

Oh ya,
this doesn't mean the world will not end.
I am waiting for my Mighty 2nd coming.
Which is Lord Jesus Christ.
The bible also state that the world shall not end in a flood in predicted by 2012.
But when the world is about to end,

But when the world is about to end,
We shall see the moon colour change to bloody red.
When you see that,
just get ready to welcome our Saviour.

This is a picture of the end of the world.

This is a comic version...lol

So live your life now worth to promises of Christ,
repent and accept Christ.

~Peace out~ <3

My Future Plans

If I'm not going to start study after coming back from WYD then most probably I'm going to get a job first.
I was thinking, what kind of job should I take?
I was thinking like pastoral work, but if i take such job it will be long term and the pay is just average and I'll be working very hard. But in the other hand, I might gain a lot more knowledge on my faith and also deepening my faith at the same time. This could be a service to the Lord also.
I was also thinking of getting a job from Singtel. The pay is pretty good and the working hours are alright and I basically be free on weekends. But its a super stressful job, because I'll be getting load of scolding from a certain country...lol....How I know all these? hearing from experiences from my friend I should say its a shitty job...LOL
HOW?HOW?HOW?
Haha..
I'll be working until I'll be able to go college la...then I'll straight go college without any hesitation! =D

O Lord please be with me, and guide me.

A Test?

My mom just broke to me a news that I thought will never ever happen my life.
Something went wrong with my college funds.
I'm so stress out right now because I want to continue back studying after coming back from WYD at Spain.
But somehow I don't think all of these are possible.
I wonder why all of these unlucky stuff are happening to me.
I wasn't expecting this at all.
But things like this hits you when you least expect it. LOL
But I've been really thinking, why are all of these happening now?
At the most important time of my life?
Is God testing me? Or the devil taunting me?
Could it be a test from God?
Is He telling me something?
Maybe there is something yet to be done before I go college?
More pastoral work?
More soul searching?
More character building?
I just don't know what is it now.
But one thing for sure, I seriously need to strengthen my faith more.
Hmmm....In my opinion, I'm thinking to be a really really good psychologist one needs to be expose to all these situation?
I think I've been through a lot in my life so far.
But there are still so much to experience and learn.
If thats the case then I accept this fate O Lord
Cause you knows whats best for me. No one but You
I trust you total and I leave it all You.

My God is an AWESOME God,
My God is a REAL God!

~Peace Out~ <3

16 May 2011

Yesterday, 16 May 2011, I went out and watch two movies.

Green Hornet and Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah

Together watching with me was Francisco, Brendan, Robby and one person who is called to be named anonymous.
Green Hornet was really funny and stupid practically.I was really dumb and funny all a\the same time! lol
Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah struck me as a stupid but funny
That was maybe attributed by the language used. Couldn't understand much. But the actors and all really damn dumb! lol
Especially the guy on th wheelchair.
Oh ya! a group of guys sitting infront of me said that the English Used in Green Hornet was so deep that they need to go University to study first.
I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING!
Hahahahahaha!
Well baciscally I had alot fun with Francisco,Brendan,Robby and one anonymous fellow =)
All if this happen all thanks to GSC for giving free movie tickets =D

~Peace Out~! <3

Food For Thoughts

Opposite of Sin is not Holiness. 

It's never giving up.

Food For Thoughts

You won't know your true potential until you put it to the test

My Activities

From May 27 until 30 I will be having the Youth Encounter Camp which will be held at Brothers Bangalow

Then from June 3 till 5 I will be joining the CFM(youth group of my parish) with the Confirmation Camp which is  held at St.Theresa.
I will be helping out Deacon Adrian in the Confirmation Camp by giving a talk in chastity. Please pray for me
Will be needing your prayers tremendously! LOL
I always wanted to give a talk. Maybe it's because I see myself as a motivational speaker on day. LOL
I just feel I'm not ready for it. But then again, if not now then when?
I gotta start somewhere.
I just hope that what I'm might say to them will touch their hearts and change their mind.

~PEACE OUT~!

Stress

My whole week, practically this whole MONTH are practically filled with meetings.
It's more stressful then working or studying, TRUST me.
I mean seriously. FOUR meetings in a week?
That's crazy! I mean for a guy my age of course. =)
Three meetings on day after another.
Stressful...betul betul stressful.
But I gotta think again!
I'm doing all of this for the greater good of the youth.
I hope what I'm about to do will benefit them for their rest of their lives <3

=)

I was worried about you distance yourself from God

I was worried you would blame Him for everything that have happen

That wasn't my intentions

All I always wanted for you is to love God more and be drawn closer to Him

I made my own decision and nobody influence me

So I thank and praise you Lord Jesus for bring her closer to you

That was my intention and my desire

You are still on my mind and I still miss you

I believe we being distance will help ourself grow as a human an also in our relationship with God

May Your name always be praise and I thank you Lord for everything especially bring her closer to You

=)

Jesuit Motto

To the Great Glory and Honour of God

I see myself serving my church. As an evangelist or a missionary. I don't see myself as a rich or wealth man. But a man fighting for the Truth. I love you. The reason I left is because I can't juggle serving Him and being with you FOR NOW. I really wished you would wait for me. I'm just discovering myself and knowing my purpose in life. I wish you would stand by my side for now and when the time is perfect and when I ready to love you sincerely and honestly according to God. I will be together with you. But if you do not wish to wait for me then I'll pray for you. And I know you'll find someone better than me. May you feel God's love as how I've felt it