A Test?

My mom just broke to me a news that I thought will never ever happen my life.
Something went wrong with my college funds.
I'm so stress out right now because I want to continue back studying after coming back from WYD at Spain.
But somehow I don't think all of these are possible.
I wonder why all of these unlucky stuff are happening to me.
I wasn't expecting this at all.
But things like this hits you when you least expect it. LOL
But I've been really thinking, why are all of these happening now?
At the most important time of my life?
Is God testing me? Or the devil taunting me?
Could it be a test from God?
Is He telling me something?
Maybe there is something yet to be done before I go college?
More pastoral work?
More soul searching?
More character building?
I just don't know what is it now.
But one thing for sure, I seriously need to strengthen my faith more.
Hmmm....In my opinion, I'm thinking to be a really really good psychologist one needs to be expose to all these situation?
I think I've been through a lot in my life so far.
But there are still so much to experience and learn.
If thats the case then I accept this fate O Lord
Cause you knows whats best for me. No one but You
I trust you total and I leave it all You.

My God is an AWESOME God,
My God is a REAL God!

~Peace Out~ <3